So tired

I am so tired of drama. It is running strong in the store, in the company and again in the family. Why does it need to be around? Why can't I deal with it better? Why can't I feel happy about about things, why do I think I need more? Do I have more of me to give? I a, having to work 2 weeks straight without a day off due to the drama at the store. Why? All I want to do is provide a home for my family, bring in 1, maybe 2 more. Am I being selfish in doing this? Am I doing this for the right reason's? I sure hope so.