Disappointment

So, I am looking into the possibility of bringing Joshua home. Just found out that we might need to go thru a whole new homestudy vs just an update. Really bummed about that as the $$ go up for that. Am going to give the agency that did our last homestudy a call later today to ask more questions about that. Then, I have been searching the internet about possible aid for him, and he might not qualify due to what we make monthly. I am getting stressed that I might not make this happen. Going to explore the possibility of doing a fundraising garage sale at the end of September, maybe I can raise $$ to pay for the homestudy and go from there. Off to a dentist appointment then more internet searching. Trying not to let this get me down, but it is. Lori