Thinking

So, The orphanage that Chrislande lived in for 5 years is now looking for a family for a 5 year old boy named Joshua. I have been thinking alot about adoption again. Thinking that I would like this little boy should join our family. My husband thinks I am crazy. Doesn't understand why,(but then I don't know if I know why). I just feel a stirring in my heart for some reason. Chrislande has now been home for 2 years now. She is doing good, struggles at times with listening, but is very outgoing. So why do I feel the need to bring another child into our home? Am I crazy? I work long hours by being a retail store manager and know that Joshua would require lots of help, but I seem to strive on stress and challenging situations. There are wonderful people that are working to raise funds to help his family bring him home and to raise money for his medical expenses for after he gets home. Do I keep working on my husband to see that we would be able to handle another child at this time or pray that another family steps forward to bring him into their love?